Seriously speaking ,I feel a little lonely in this midnight.
Peoples are sharing their time with their partners,and I'm sharing my time with the beer,every night.
Though I know there must be some lonely guy like me are seeing the same moon which like me either,I do not feel good.
I saw a sentence somewhere written like this,"We have no qualification to have love at the time when our survival was threaten".And I believe that during my Collage life.
At present I think a lot.Includs the girlfriend in the furture and also the ex-girlfriend.Where are they ,how are they,do they have a better life and how they looks like now.What's more I'm thinking how to spend the coming National Day.Friends have their plans to share the vacation with their lovers,for a travel,for shopping,for some more actions.However,I will spend my vacation in the house ,alone.May be this is the fantastic life I wished when I'm with some guys.But not this time.
People always say,"The successful man is the man can enojoy the lonely",and I believe it either,so that is what I'm doning in recent month.
I see the "Old Friends" every minutes when I'm free,time and time again.What's it brings to me without the laughers is the contemplating of my life.What's my life going on,will I get married,will I have a baby,how the relationship between me and my friends going on,will we separate at the end and a great deal of anxiety.How strang am I!
Well,I feel better after writting this.
At last,welcome Yorke back to China,and wish my friends ,whether they are abroad or in China,good luck,good luck to everyone I know,and also good luck for the people in my hometown,XinJiang!
B.R.